Thursday, February 10

Not Studying

Hopefully this will be a short one because I am not studying and I should be. I have a midterm tomorrow at 830 am with a class that has 100s of definitions like "graphic user interface" and 'private branch exchange'. Yippee.
Oh I haven't done a word of the day in a while but lets have one. Today's word is SWANKY, brought to you by the letter G (for Graydon). Definition: hmm...apparently it means something about fashionable and elegant. Yikes, not really what I was hoping for. It kind of conjures up an image of sleaziness or the "Shaggin' Wagon". Well either way, today graydon said that Christine looked swanky...and it just didn't sit right lol. Although he meant it in a very good way.
I actually am not in the mood to continue typing. Oh yes one last thing. I sometimes get this vibe that people like to be around me in like group settings but rarely want to actually get to know me. Not that I'm easy to get to know anyway, and sometimes I'm pretty happy the way it is. Just an observation I suppose. I guess I lack the really close friendships most other people have. Meh. I don't need feedback on that, just thinking. So tired...i'm gonna go draw some pretty pictures of what networks look like.


shellieos said...

well maybe it'll make you feel better to know that you're not the only one who struggles with the lack of close friends. i've gotten use to it, but i'm thankful for the ones that i do have. quality not quantity. :)

shellieos said...

shnikeys! blogger deleted my comment. what's up with that? anyways i said that you're not the only one who struggles with the lack of close friends. quality not quantity. i also find that sometimes it's not that ppl don't want to get to know YOU, it's that they don't want to reveal themselves. it's a two way thing. both parties have to be vulnerable in order to mesh!

Becks said...

KATIE!!! Good luck on your midterm... your going to do awesome for sure! Yeah so you didn't ask for feedback but I thought I would give you some anyways... I feel like that too that in group settings I think that people don't actually want to get to know me. but then on the other hand I think about the close friendships I've made just within this year and I'm kind of like... maybe that feeling is a lie. Anyways this is a long comment that is going to stop right now.